Blaming or Forgiving? should I always be blamed?

Blaming or Forgiving? should I always be blamed?: I`am a loser and yes i`am! do you really have no reason to forgive me? and why you always ask before any Blaming or Forgiving? should I always be blamed?.

Tell me Should I always be blame for the past mistake i`ve made till today?
to tell you the sincere apologize, Now I`am changed and am Now better.

Would you please forgive me?

and oh My God... Please forgive all my sins for the glory of the upcoming month Ramadan.
Blaming or Forgiving? should I always be blamed?
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